Can You Feel It?

Be back in a week.

Have a good Christmas!

(Don't use X'mas cause it crosses out Jesus (Christ). I'm not Christian but it's mean to cross it out when the day's about Him.)

Who Is It?

Benz's 17th.

Steamboat + chocolate cake.

I'm really lazy so...

That is all.

Heartbreak Hotel

Indian poker~

This is one of the more merciful pictures!

So cute my girls.

Rachel's BBQ!

So happy the five of us met up. Can't wait for 2011 - The Rasky 10 Year Anniversary! Lol.

---RANT---

I have always wanted long hair and I told myself to never get it cut since the beginning of last year. Today's trim became a haircut of 3-5 inches. (Not my fault ok I sat there like an innocent kid. She said 1 inch, ok fine. Turns out 1 inch = 4 inches in her head.)

I am pissed and sad. I hate it. I feel ugly. I was THIS CLOSE to my desired length, and now I have to start all over again. All over = 2 years. Just a few days ago I was thinking "Yay a few more months to the length I want!", "I can tie a fab hair-bun now!", "Gotta try the ribbon hair for the fun of it". Now? Wait. FUCKING WAIT.

Don't say it's "just hair" ok cause it isn't "just hair" to me. If it's "just hair", go cut ALL you hair away and show me it's ok. So if you don't know anything, stfu about your perception on things. No, I don't want to spend the money on extensions (unless you pay for me). No, IT IS NOT SHORT. I won't be feeling like this if I feel it's not short.

Now I can't look into the mirror without hating the reflection I see. I feel sick inside and I need to cry. I may sound ridiculous but you don't know how it feels. I need to cover my mirrors with newspapers to save my soul. I FEEL U-G-L-Y.

I should shut up now, so goodbye.

P.S. If anyone bothers to try and cheer me up: give me the Michael Jackson OPUS.

Ok actually I'm not so greedy. Just gimme lots of happy vibes. Or a Balmain jacket. Or a wife for Mylo.

TL;DR I hate my short hair.

Will You Be There

"In Our Darkest Hour

In My Deepest Despair

Will You Still Care?

Will You Be There?

In My Trials

And My Tribulations

Through Our Doubts

And Frustrations

In My Violence

In My Turbulence

Through My Fear

And My Confessions

In My Anguish And My Pain

Through My Joy And My Sorrow

In The Promise Of Another Tomorrow

I'll Never Let You Part

For You're Always In My Heart."

Will you be there?

Say Say Say

I introduce.. the girls 2!

(I have NO idea what to call them yet.. (Sx, K, R and Yl are Rasky (...We were young...)/The girls.) I thought of the Starcatches ("Peter Pan & the Starcatches") but we'll sound like a band. And I also thought of "The Women" but it sounds rude.)

Yes.. We're in a bathtub.

All pictures are not in order cause I'm so laaazy!!!

BBQ then Wii! So much fun.

Great girls!! :)

My Life:

Rubberhead Club

To RASKY:

Follow rules 1, 2, 5, 9, 11, 12, 13 or be killed. By me.

(Sign on the dotted line)

x..................................